youre involved in a situation where you have no control whatsoever. you never asked for this but as everyone knows. Shit happens. Or perhaps, Shit happens alongside an awesome things too. yet shit is still shit. and its even more shit when youre in a deep shit. or deeper shit.
and awesome things makes its all worthy and sometimes you dont even care of all those shitty things.
if you dont get what i just said. youre absolutely normal. No problem, no worries. If you get what i meant, i guess youve been in a deep shit before or youre a thinker (since u analyze my words)
This is only a random post. I wanted to blog about this once Sensitive (or probably common) topic but i decided not to since some people might take it differently and im not in the mood for questions, doubts etc.
Why cant i just be like other bloggers that speak their minds and doesnt even care of what people think? Why do i have to be so damn mysterious about things or like, trying my best to make it impossible for people to actually know what im trying to say in a post?
Because.
For some people, blogging can be considered as a crime. It might hurt people (tho unintentionally), like reveal some secrets youre not supposed to, or make enemies with people etc.
They just dont know / realised that .. the truth is, reality hurts. People get hurt. Everyone has their own opinions. They might be wrong, or simply heartless and just dont care of other peoples feelings.. And that is when YOUR opinion matters. Its your turn to voice out yours.
Nice Elyn. Yet youre still a coward to express what you think in blog. :)
not really o__o I think Paypal SUCKS big time. There! They cant sue me for my opinions right ? :) Besides, i might be the one that is overreacting. Since theyre just doing their job.
hi. haha.so lazy to blog lately. its just that. i have my responsibility in Holic Online ( i know it sounds ... a bit .. poyo-ish ) but I really do have things to do in there. I am now the counselor of my guild, well I used to be the Temporary leader but i gave my leadership to one of my trusted guildie, Raizen. Yeah well, i couldnt online much during the day because of this internship thingy so thats the main reason i gave away the title to someone else. At least, hes around to take care of the guild when Im not around. Im also thankful that I have Princilla as counselor as well. Shes always around whenever Im online. I hope to meet her one day (Shes malaysian too, it can be arranged :P) and very2 nice ;) Oh, i just realised that i have quite a number of Malaysian in the guild o.o ( Princilla, xovo, svol, Nisa, Myra >.>)
Phew, no more burden in Holic. I'll continue to help Supremacy when they need me tho. No worries ;)
Oh yeah, im 64 Mage, 30 Priest. (been 8days or more with this level. It lags so much for me to train and no motivation for now) I feel bad for Joou and Kathos. Keep on rejecting their trainning request ;/ Sorry guys.
Intern.. well, im doing my intern at Gecko Studio, PJ, with my friend, Yeen (phew! cant imagine doing internship alone) Guess i need to be more independent in the future ;/ But its more fun (and less scary) with someone you know around ;P The place is Cozy (will post pic later), Yeen has the awesome monitor tho @__@ *kills yeen. Alfred & Eugene are our supervisors
Our day starts at 10am -> 7.30pm
and right now Im in the office doing absolutely nothing (well i just submitted a work) so yeah, i BLOG finally after weeeks .. or months..
I miss cyber (right now im staying at Keramat) but i cant seem to leave my home for now. Its a good feeling staying with teh family. and Im like officially my bro's moviewatching partner every night >.<"
and I dont have my car yet. It is still in the workshop for some extreme makeover (well not extreme >.< some repairing i think. its an old car GaH!) So yeah, everyday I'd go to work naik Putra and stop at Kelana Jaya (17stations @__@) and Yeen will pick me up there and its only 5mins ride to Gecko. Its a good thing tho... seeing other people in the train is actually fun o.o
Observing people is a fun thing to do. (Being observed is not !)
Oh did i mention? The 5mins walk from my house to the train station is creeeepy o.o Rempit everywhere >.>" But then again, where i live is surrounded with them Haha. I should get used to that XD
Its Creepy for me, might be fun (or even adventurous) for some of you but THINK, the possibility of the negative things that might come out of this.
(yes, think of the future)
well
i think this is encouraging people to be cannibals again . like, have the desire to eat parts of HUMAN body parts.
and Gahh.. dont laugh .
it maybe not affect you in anything.but .. it might corrupt kids mind..the possible human-eating future kids that watch / or go there to try these breads and THOUGHT that its actually human that theyre eating (theyre kids afterall.. they even believe in Santa) ..and dang, its Tasty?! and they want it again..and they kill their friends thinking that they can eat them just like they eat the breads.
Sounds silly . but kids these days (and future kids?) .. who knows.. that might happen.
and the world would be full of cannibals or .. the human eating kids
RAWR!
(wait.. will i be sued for this? from this bodypart bread company?)
>.< im sorry? i just <3 the world so much. (or i just dont wanna live with human eating kids)
maybe im back to uh blogging ? its just that, im easily addicted to only ONE thing at a time. i remember when i used to be a fanfiction reader (malfoy/hermione pairing especially) that i'd sleep at 9am everyday. with a box of tissue by my side since .. well.. the stories were so good that i would cry for each of them. ;/
thanks to my dearie sis for the recommendation . up till now, im still a draco malfoy fan. he drops by in my dream sometimes.
ah. i also remember when i used to be (eh. i stilll am but.. ) a reality show follower. i watched shows like Survivor, Amazing Race, ANTM, beauty and the geek, Apprentice, Who wants to be a superhero, etc.
torrentz.com was like... a must-see page everyday. bitcomet was running all the time i even deleted like alot of cute pictures of me (pfft!) or any other unwanted programme for the space (since i lack space at that time) to make room for my reality shows.
now i dont even care ;/ plus, Ozzy's out from Survior which pissed me off so i kinda hate survivor for now.
and there was a time when i blog like 3entries a day. talking about craps ( = meself ) and my friends or whining about things, bitching about others without actually say it in obvious way/ visit other ppl's blog.
now
my addiction is holic online
i am a lvl 59 mage , 29 priest , 6 hunter another account ( which i made when i got banned for 1dayplus ) is 11 mage , 7 rogue
im in a guild called Supremacy - consists of 51 lovely members, looking forward for more. oh well, im the temporary leader of it since my leader, Masacus is away for awhile. i hope he comes back asap tho ;D
p.s ; do not attempt to play if u really looking forward for pvp as this game has no pvp YET.
